So one day you are crying and then someone ask, "Why?"
And then you told her, "My dog died."
And she replied, "Parang yun lang..."
Dang!! At that moment I just want to punch her face. Pero pinigilan ko na lang. Kawawa lang sya. Only a dog lover will understand. And unfortunately for me, konti lang kami.
It's been a week already. It's only now na nakayanan ko na isulat. Nakakalungkot pala. I came to a point that I question myself. Am I a bad amo? Nagkulang ba ako? It's our practice sana because we are planning to start a family already but then we failed dahil nadeds si Didith. So will our baby not live din? Aww
This "was" Didith a day before she died. Sobrang payat na nya. Ang super yellow. The vet said she had liver disease and we cannot save her anymore. That night, I told her to sleep na if she's already tired. And parang hinintay lang nya yung words ko. The next morning, she never woke up na. I didn't take a picture of her in her "sleep" na. I want to remember her alive. This picture is not exactly the kind of aliveness I want to remember of her, but at least she looks sweet here.
Hay so many bad thoughts. I just hope I'll get over this soon. Please pray for Didith and for me.
Hoping to see my Didith in heaven,
Yosh
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